bahahaha, i’m not sure whether or not i should take this as a good or bad message.
The Fault in Our Stars by John Green, An Age for Miracles by Karen Thompson Walker, The Best of Me and The Choice by Nicholas Sparks, The Giver by Lois Lowry. Oh and The Night Circus by Erin Morgansten.
dont count on a post tonight. I have to go to a wake/visitation, and then the funeral tomorrow. So that combined with my already crazy life is going to make it hard to post tonight or tomorrow.
i can’t. i’m too busy failing at life. sorry.
hahaha, we can’t have drama in every single post! give it time. it’s building.
A small part of me couldn’t believe that Justin had agreed to it; another part of me knew I wasn’t going to take no for an answer. I hadn’t had to push hard, but Justin had agreed. Now I was all set for a year with my ex and our “daughter.” What could possibly go wrong? I could only think of a few minor problems that night.
“Baby,” His hot breath ran across my neck as he thrusted into me, over and over again with a growing urgency.
I didn’t say anything as I bit my lip, still trying to feel okay about enjoying the sex. With Justin it had come so naturally, but now I was different. The year I had spent with Anthony had ruined everything I had tried so hard to win back for myself—including the sex. Now I felt so wrong enjoying it after so much abuse.
“Hey, are you okay?” Evan asked, noticing my tight grip on him as he rolled off of me and got up, walking into my bathroom. I watched his tan backside, knowing it was more than every girl’s dream to have this athletic, talented, handsome record label executive in their bed.
“I’m good.” I sat up and smiled as best I could when he reappeared. “Thanks for coming over.”
“I had missed you the last couple of weeks. Do I get to stay tonight or are you going to kick me out?” He playfully pouted as he sat down on the bed next to me, his hands gently running along my skin.
“You can stay.” I nodded as he kissed me once more. I didn’t tell him that sleeping with him mostly helped to ease bad nightmares of Anthony, and deter good dreams about Justin. Evan was middle-ground. He wasn’t abusive or violent at all, yet he wasn’t the man of my dreams. But the last three months we had been together had changed my views on life. Now I was beginning to think that life with Evan might not be so bad, as long as Justin didn’t find out.
“You did what?!” Scooter reacted when I told him about Carson and the tour.
“She had a point. Sophie was heartbroken when Carson left, and then last year with her tour. I can’t rip them apart from each other for an entire year.”
“You can! She’s your daughter!” Scooter yelled, as if I didn’t already know that.
“It won’t be so bad. Think of what it will do for publicity! We can sell way more tickets if people know they are coming to see me, an ancient legend who hasn’t been on stage in over six years, and Carson, one of the biggest acts in the business right now.”
“You’re right.” Scooter nodded. “You should convince her to duet with you. Like how you and Carly used to sing that one song together, I don’t remember the name of it, but that was golden. People would kill to see you two on stage together.”
“I think I can probably do that.” I nodded. I was bringing Carson on tour; the least she could do was sing a song with me.
“Let’s milk this situation as much as we can. Carson has caused you a lot of heartache and grief. The least she can do is help you get your game back.”
“I agree.” I nodded again, this time thinking about just how great of an idea this was working out to be. I was glad my heart hadn’t made the decision, because I would’ve definitely said no. Instead, I thought about Sophie, and I knew I had to say yes to Carson. I just didn’t realize how much I was going to benefit.
“Baby, I can tell when something is up.” Evan broke the sweet silence as his fingertips ran lightly along my bare back. “You’ve been quiet all night. What’s up?”
“I’m a really bad girlfriend.” I sighed. “Justin is going on tour for a year, and I kind of convinced him to let me come along.”
“I told him I would open for him.”
“That’s career suicide.” He chuckled nervously, but saw how serious I was. “I know you think this is going to bother me, but it doesn’t. You love that little girl and I respect that. I don’t necessarily like that you are going to be in such close quarters with your ex-boyfriend for a year, but I’m not going to stop you.”
“Have I mentioned how good of a boyfriend you are?” I giggled as I rolled over and kissed him lightly. I knew it was a rare thing to find a boy who was capable of understanding the complicated situation that was Sophie. He was okay with Justin being in my life, which meant everything since Justin and Sophie were a package deal.
“I think you could definitely tell me again, and then maybe show me just how much you appreciate me.” He winked, tucking a stray hair behind my ear.
“Such a handsome man, yet such a dirty mind.” I laughed.
“Sophie! Time for school!” I yelled up the stairs fifteen minutes before we had to leave. “Come eat your breakfast!”
“Come do my hair!” She screeched. I ran up the stairs and saw her standing at her vanity, waiting for me. “I want it like Mommy does it.”
“You get a ponytail.” I said flatly.
“No! I want a waterfall braid!”
“I don’t even know what that is let alone how to do that!” I said, irritated, as I checked my watch again. “We have to go. Brush your hair. You can wear it down today if you’re going to be picky.”
“Fine.” She rolled her eyes as I left the room.
I took a deep breath, reminding myself that I only had a couple more months of this. Two months from now, I would be on a bus with Carson and Sophie. I would be playing to sold out venues. I would be living my dream once again, thanks to Carson.
a while. my night is not going as planned…you’ll still get a post it is just going to be a little while since I haven’t gotten a chance to start writing yet
Hahahah, love it.
at least an hour or two. i’m babysitting now, and i don’t have internet. but that means quality writing time since there’s no distractions. then ill post as soon as i get home.
I don’t know. I haven’t decided if I’m going to have another part to their story, or just write it in the epilogue.
Oh my god i love this so much. Hahahahhah
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